Monthly Archives: November 2010

better at this???

Ok so after giving Master T a blow job last night and he finished cumming, He told me, “wow, you are getting better at this.”…wasn’t sure JUST HOW to take THAT one…was almost like i had no clue if it was a comp or a put down…at least He enjoyed the moment, at least i think He did. 

Today has just been a bit of a shitty day…just feel like everyone is pissed at me for things that i don’t even have control of…or even any part OF.  almost like somone being pissed at me because the neighbor went outside in his undies to get his morning paper…NO CONTROL over thing like that!  just wish everyone would just open their fucking eyes and realize that things are NOT as bad as they are trying to make them and that some growing up and getting over things would be in everyone’s best interest.

what to say?

It is getting colder outside, hope that it gets warm at least one more time before the big huge winter blaster comes to say hi.  Anyone else getting excited for the new Harry Potter movie?  i am seriously like a closet HP fan…excited, but don’t tell people about it because they would think i was a freak…tho that is the theme in my life i guess…don’t ask, don’t tell…what an odd way to live when i expect people to tell me EVERYTHING about their lives and do not accept lies or half truths.  guess that is what most people live their lives like….diff person to the one you love as you are to the rest of the world…

sometimes i feel like everything is upside down…like i am in my own little world and people try to come into it…feel like i don’t relate to them…sure i could come up with a reason why, but that would be too much effort and it really wouldn’t make much of a diff to anything anyway…i just wish people would help out more…would make my life a lot easier…don’t think that anyone really cares about what i have to go thru in a day or what my life REALLY is like…it is like they live their lives happy as larks while i clean up after them, work  my ass off for them and then they still don’t really care and expect me to do more for them because it just wasn’t enough for me to do everything under the sun for them.

chuck e hell…

went to a chuck e cheese…AKA pedifile playdate village…couldn’t believe the number of people there in their 30-50’s that had NO CHILDREN with them…was really a bit creepy…and they sell beer there for them?  kept a very close eye on the kids i brought to the place because of all the potential child offenders that were enjoying their shit pizza and beer…shudder.. ick!

On a sep note, Master T and i will have a weekend together this weekend…have a few things that we really truly need to get accomplished, but other than that, we will have some time to spend together in quiet…for a change.

took the day off of work yesterday…had a stomach bug and realized just bad off some people are in their lives…take the day off and get no less than 15 texts from people asking HOW to do things in their lives because i am not there to do it for them (or to tell them step by step HOW to do their jobs/live their lives)…people really need to get it together…it isn’t like they are retarded or in any other way “special” people…just absent minded idiots…teach me to take a sick day!  geesh!  not sure what i should do next time i am not feeling well…other than just to go ahead and work like i do on any other time i am sick…just the stomach puke thing makes it hard to do my job in an ok mannor… and really didn’t want to hear the yelling and freaking out when people aren’t told what they want to hear or get their way…get enough of that on a normal basis…

not sure what i wasn’t doing right…

Master T was excited about all the election results last night…He really is a die-hard republican (which everyone ought to be)…He suprised me this year by NOT running for Govn’r of our fine state as He has mentioned on many occasions…anyway…after we went upstairs for the evening, Master T had me suck His cock…and i sucked, licked, played with and everything else i could think of to do with it to make Him cum…no dice…not sure WHAT i was doing wrong, but He wasn’t getting off on it…He asked me if i wanted to stop and in the end, i said yes because i was getting very frustrated that He just couldn’t or maybe wouldn’t cum…just felt like i failed in some mannor because i can always make Him cum unless He is pissed at me or if i am not doing something correctly…guess i just wasn’t very good last night?.