Monthly Archives: August 2009

Master T not feeling well…

Feel bad for Master T…He isn’t feeling well today…He was coughing so bad that He blacked out for a little bit…must be swine flu (joke)…Master had me suck Him last night as we lay in bed…and He had me tell Him my rules…Master was proud of me for knowing my rules and following them as well as i have, so He allowed me to cum last night…then He had a huge amount of cum Himself…know that tonight He won’t be in any mood for anything because He’s been so tired and slept most of the day, but i understand that He loves me, just doesn’t feel well.

Another day…

Today was just another long day..glad that my clients were not all having “issues” as they sometimes can…lol!  Master T has been acting funny again…just keeping to Himself and not really wanting any affection 😦  Not sure what is bugging Him, but would really like to find out so that maybe i can make Him feel better..at least have Him know that i am here for Him if He needs anything…Nothing else new here…Master just took an easy night last night and then went to bed (wasn’t feeling well)…so, nothing else to write today.

Master T…poor guy…

Master T didn’t feel good when He got up for work today (but went anyway)…feel bad for Him…He has a bad sunburn and now just isn’t feeling well…at least He slept in a bit.  Will write more later, but work is calling…

Home again, home again…

Master T and i are home from the lake…was a nice (tho short) little vacation…would have been better if everyone would have used their brains and didn’t act like a bunch of wild freaks of nature…but we made it thru without throwing anyone INTO the lake…Master was very busy keeping the troops in line…as was i…not a whole lot of “us” time…but Master had a good time (i hope)…we should get back into the swing of things and get our lives more normal now…everyone is back in school and work is picking up for at least now.

Day with Master T…

Master T got home early from work today..it is nice to be able to spend the day with Master when everyone isn’t around…very light day at work for me, so should be able to spend some nice time with Him…Been doing well following the rules and knowing what Master wishes me to know…sometimes it can be hard when i need to have 1000 things done here and still have a ton of thing to do for Him…Master and i are going to go to the lake house tomorrow…it will be very relaxing to just be able to kick back and relax and it will only be in the 70’s, so nice weather as well!  Need to get back to Master T, but did want to be sure to finish my required work for the day (blog being one of them).

Just thinking…

Was thinking today about the first time that Master T and i got to spend the night together…it was really special and Master T looked so adorable…ok, i am a softie that has issues..lol!  Master T cooked a great dinner last night…then was very sleepy…He fell asleep as soon as His head hit the pillow…know that working the hours He is working this week is a bit different than He is used to…getting up at 5am is not something that is done on a regular basis (at least not for a while)…i was good about asking correctly for all my needs and wants last night…hope that Master picked up on that and is glad that i am doing what He wishes.  Nothing else really new here…just a quiet night and now a quiet day…all my clients are being strangly undemanding and things are running smoothly!  This never happens…everyone has shown up at the correct times and no one has had any issues that they have needed my immediate attention on…maybe it is a sign that it will be smooth sailing for a while…or else it is just the calm before the storm (which is more likely the case with my line of work!).

Humility and why i choose to sit at Master T’s feet…

Master T asked me to write 500 words about humility and what it means to a slave, what the purpose of having humility even when things can be painful or uncomfortable or something she doesn’t like…and WHY i choose to sit at Master’s feet and why i would want to be His slave…

First off, let’s just get this one out into the open…i am NOT a huge fan of humiliation…Master T knows this, it gets me upset, angry and just not so into it…Master knows this and yet, He still chooses to do it from time to time, because He can…i can remember in the not so distant past that Master was upset that i broke the no undies rule without permission…Master had me get every pair i owned and had me pee in them then clean it up…was not comfortable and made me upset.  i had to be humble and take the punishment as well as have the very cold clean up shower that Master helped me take. 

Humility is in essance, being meek, humble…a slave must be humbled in order to serve her Master without thought or hesitation to what she wants or what would make her happy or comfortable.  Master always comes first in the Master/slave equasion..not the other way around…this is not to say that the Master thinks of His slave as dirt or anything…if He did think that, He would not invest in the trouble of getting His slave the way He wanted her.  i know that i have trouble being meek or humble…it is just not an easy thing.  i have a brain, thoughts, a life…so sometimes, it is hard to just “yes Master, anything you say Master” for me…Master T understands that it isn’t as easy as just pushing a button…especially if you live with/married to your Master!  Not like i can just “act the part” for a few hours a few days a week…it is an ongoing thing and it can be hard.  Master knows that i do have thoughts and sometimes enjoys a challange.

Master always asks me why i choose to sit at His feet…it is very hard for me to answer that question…i think that we were drawn together because we needed each other…that we were somehow brought to together by the universe or something…as everyone knows, i was very attracted to Master T the first time i met Him…not sure what it was about Him, but just wanted to be with Him, enjoyed spending time with Him…even in the most dull situations (case in point…board meetings…ugh)…Master was not up for a relationship when i first met Him…He was still getting over a relationship with an evil witch that had an evil spell on Him…yes, she DOES have snakes coming out of her hair!  Master T blew me off for the most part for a very long time!  It wasn’t until i’d given up on Him that He decided that maybe we could have a good time together…i think that i needed someone strong and loving …someone that i could care about and for, someone that wanted to be Dom, but in a good way…i think that Master needed someone that would submit to Him and someone that would give the world to Him without screwing Him over…i just think that we were brought together because we both needed each other…not sure what His reason for wanting to be with me are…but my reason is because i love Him with all my heart and want to make Him happy…i want to be His wife, friend, lover, slave, submissive, slut, comedic relief, tension relief, and just overall the one thing in His life that He longs for, that He can’t live without…that He is thankful everyday…because He is the one that i can’t live without…everything about Him and the lifestyle just complete me…and i think it completes Master T as well.

As far as last night…Master punished me for not asking correctly to sit with Him and bathroom…Master had me go upstairs, put blindfold, gag, cuffs on and had me stand with feet apart while i held a ball with my nose…Master put on nipple clamps and then weights on them…Master slapped my ass with a paddle then had me come over to Him and suck Him…then He had me get on the bed and He fucked my hard while having me say “i’m my keeper’s cunt”…