Monthly Archives: November 2008

Pissed off

Today I am very angry with Master T!!!  He started out today with bitching about my closet…He couldn’t find something and then was upset because he looked in my closet (which is a mess, I will admit) and couldn’t find anything…He said he couldn’t live like that…rrrrrr!  The house is always ALWAYS clean, it is always perfect in every way (other than my closet and one cabn’t that I keep my paperwork in-and that is organized strangely, but I know where everything is in it).  The house is clean enough that no matter when someone would drop by, it looks guest ready.  I have had people ask me how I keep the house so nice and clean and ask for tips for goodness sake!  I was just soo pissed!  I could see if he was always organized himself, but that is NOT the case!  He keeps his car a mess and it only looks good when I have been in it to clean it out (and then is messy about 2 hours later)…his closet when he had a different house was a mess, the house was a mess most of the time unless I went to clean it.  Pictures he has of when he was married to his first wife looked like their closet was clean, because everything was all over the place, so I KNOW nothing was ever put away!  The only time that he had every closet clean was when he was with his other former wife and she was so busy fucking around, she HAD to keep the house organized, because she lied so much, she needed organization to keep from getting confused!

He did not say he was sorry, but was nicer after he got mad at me.  I just get so upset when he does shit like this!  I could see if the house looked like shit all the time and he was embarassed everytime someone came over, but that is simply NOT the case!  And it not even  “his” closet (we have his/her closets in our room).  I just don’t know how to get him to understand that that really pisses me off!

He has just been acting so distant lately, I understand that he just had surgery, but he doesn’t kiss me unless I ask him to (he used to as soon as he was home from work, before he left to go anyplace, before we got out of the car, before bed, in the morning…), he sits as far as possible from me when we are watching tv, he tells me that he is getting hot to move over when we are in bed….I just don’t understand what is going thru his head!  Then he bitches about shit like this?  Maybe I am just a bit on the moody side, but I don’t think I am wrong on this one!

I am sure if Master T reads this he will be pissed, but maybe he won’t read this…but I am upset with how he is acting.  I don’t know what I did that was so wrong that he is acting like this.  Maybe it is just that he is getting sick of me or something.

Happy Thanksgiving (and Black Friday shopping)

Master T wanted to host Thanksgiving for family and friends.  I was a good little slave and got the house ready and made all of the guests feel welcome.  We had a wonderful time and now everyone wants to make us the “official Thanksgiving place”…so I guess I can say it was a total success!  I know Master T is happy and proud of the fact that everything was perfect!  I don’t think that I had ever been to a holiday party that NOTHING was wrong…it was great, like something that you’d see in a movie…lol!

I went shopping for everyone yesterday (OMG Black Friday).  I got up at 3am and shopped until 11:30…was very tired to say the least!  Got many of the things that I wanted to get, but not the thing that I stood in line for 2 hours for (guess you can’t win it all).  I am now broke until payday, but that is fine we have TONS of left over food from Thanksgiving.

Master T was so great yesterday, he stayed home and took care of everything.  I returned home to a great breakfast for our guests (that spent the night and went shopping with me) and myself.  Master T had taken the job of watching ALL the kids by himself and they had all been fed and ready for the day…even a sick child that woke with the stomach flu (been going around).  I thanked Master T very much and his response was that it was fun for him.

I got Master T a great gift, hope that he likes it, want for him to be happy and love it as much as I think he will.

Privileges given to me by Master T

Master T reminded me the other night that I have many privileges given to me by him…He asked me to provide him with a list of 50 things that he does for me or allows me to do/have.

1.Master T always gives me kisses

2.I am cooked for nightly (not many other slaves get this)

3.Master T is faithful

4.Master T loves me

5.Master T makes me cum

6.Master T pushes me to my limits and helps me expand them

7.Master T is loving and shows affection

8.Master T protects me

9.Master T is a wonderful husband and Master

10.Master T has given my children a loving father

11.I am allowed to have free run of our home

12.I am allowed to voice my openion on certain subjects

13.Master T will let me tell him if he is going too far

14.Master T lets me care for him

15.Master T will never go anyplace, so I need not worry

16.Master T provides our family with our income and gives us a good life

17.Master T calls to check to see if I am happy during the day

18.Master T lets me choose my punishments sometimes

19.Master T let’s me express my interests

20.Master T is kind to my friends and family

21.Master T works hard for me

22.Master T is a great kisser

23. Master T is an even better fuck

24.Master T makes sure I am satisfied, even tho he doesn’t need to

25.Master T is fair

26.Master T gives me second chances

27.Master T is always ready to help me

28.Master T lets me sleep with him at his side

29.Master T always makes time for me

30.Master T wants me to be happy

31.Master T lets me follow my heart

32.Master T is understanding

33.Master T lets me do things that are important to me.

34.Master T doesn’t keep things from me

35.Master T allows me to know him

36.Master T shows me the error in my ways when needed

37.Master T is very patient with me

38.Master T always shows me respect (unless during training)

39.Master T makes sure I am ok after we train

40.Master T tells me what he needs

41.Master T helps me understand things

42.Master T exposes me to new ideas and situations

43.Master T lets me help him with fun things

44.Master T protects me from negitive things

45. Master T is very supportive

46.Master T lets me drive the “good car” during the day

47.Master T lets me make some decisions around the house most men would not allow their wives to.

48.Master T lets me call him when I am upset during the day or if I just need someone to chat with

49.Master T lets me be who I want to be

50.Master T is a wonderful person that lets me share my life and love with

I have been a disobedient slave

Part of Master T’s punishment for not being obedient to him while he was recovering was to write 100 times that I had been disobedient to him.  I have also been given the task of thinking up 50 privlidges that Master T gives to me…to know what I should be thankful for (a little Thanksgiving thing as well). 

Master T has been slowly getting back into his life after his surgery.  On Thursday night he decided that as the Dr told him that he could resume back to his normal lifestyle that he would take some time to punish me for being lack on my slave duities this last week.  I wore Master T’s necklace as he wanted me to, so I was not wearing my collar…this was a bad idea as Master T told me that it was not an excuse and I should have worn it no matter what.  I am in trouble for not writing in my blog everyday as well. 

Master had me get out my gag and cuffs and the big paddles.  Master paddled my ass until it hurt like hell…Master then played with my clit until I was about to cum..then he told me I was unable to cum…and he wanted me to make myself cum and cum until he told me I could stop.  I played with my clit until I was cumming and Master told me to keep going.  I kept playing with myself until Master told me I was done…then he had me play with my tits.  Master asked me if I felt self cons. when I played with myself (esp in front of him…I said yes, but it was still fun) then he had me suck his cock.  I made Master cum easily, it had been a few weeks from the last time he had cum and he was ready!  Friday afternoon Master continued my punishment by slapping my ass with paddles while I was blindfolded and cuffed, Master had may nipple clamps on-tight and pulled at the chain while paddling me…then I sucked Master’s cock again until he came in my mouth.

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Not doing what I am supposed to do

I have been very lazy about getting my blog done this past week.  Master T has noticed and is far from happy!  I have just been worried about how he is doing and about all the changes that have taken place the past few weeks.  I will be better about posting about my personal journey and my training by Master T…Plus, I will post more pictures, everyone likes those 🙂  Will write more later tonight.

slave in trouble again

Master T is feeling much better today…he is feeling so much better that he realized that I have not done my homework at all this week…I think it just occured to him that I have been falling down on the job.  I got a text message while getting some grocery shopping done that he was very happy with all that I have done this week with him, family and the house..but then said that I should not think that he hadn’t noticed that I was not doing what he said for me to do….ok, busted!  It isn’t that I didn’t want to do the things for Him, but rather just have been very busy with everything and thought that he would not want me to do things while he was out of service.

Master is still not back to his normal self, he but he did take off the bandages from his stomach.  He still has sutures in place and they will most likely stay for another week.  He has bruses on his stomach from the procedure and now the blood is draining from his ab wall down to his “manly parts” making them look brused, this is normal, but he is not happy about it!

I am unsure what Master has in mind for my punishment, but sure that it will be something extra crazy as he has had a TON of time on his hands this week (and will next week as well).  He said that he has been easy on me, I asked compaired to what and he said what he could do…he said he has taken it easy because he didn’t think I could handle the “full him”.

Master T doing better, but hurts

Master T had his surgery yesterday…he was in bad shape last night, very sore and grouchy, sleepy.  Master is doing better today.  He was able to get out of bed today and was able to get up the stairs himself.  Felt bad tho, he has been sick to his stomach and has had a hard time eating and keeping things down.  I have been as helpful as I can be to Him…He just needs to tell me what he wants and when he wants it and I will get it for HIm.