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Couldn’t cum longer if I had wanted to…

Last night Master T got on me about a few things. I have not followed everything that he has asked me to do the past few weeks…AND on top of that, he has been extra nice and has been bending over backwards to help me with things…so, I had a punishment last night.

It started out when we were watching a movie on tv and Master T told me that I really should shut the blinds. I did as I was told and sat back down…Master told me to kneel in front of him I did and he grabbed my hair and pulled me back and gave me a kiss, then slapped my ass a few times with his hands. I was getting excited, scared all at the same time.
Master told me to go upstairs and get out my harness that holds my arms behind my back and connects to my waist and neck, my mask gag and my blindfold…he said to get in the corner and put my nose against the wall and he would be up in 10 minutes..
I did what master wanted me to do…and when he got upstairs he started in on his punishment.
I was bound and gagged and blindfolded…then master got out my ankle cuffs and a chain. The chain went from my ankles to my head and he tightened it so that when he had me lay on my stomach, my head was pulled back and my legs were pulled up. Master started to swat me with a wooden paddle, I tried to yell, but I couldn’t because of the gag. Master then rolled me over and spread my legs and put the magic wand on my pussy…he found just the place that made me cum like crazy and then strapped the wand in place…I could NOT move and could not stop cumming! Master put on nipple clamps and pulled the chain around the magic wand…everytime I tried to move, it pulled on my tits. Master then took off my blindfold and told me to LOOK AT HIM…and as I was having a hard time, he kept talking to me and making me look at him…it was very hard to focus on him at that point.
Master then unbound me and had me crawl to him (still had wand strapped to my pussy) and had me suck his hard cock. Master came very hard (and a ton) in my mouth while I sucked him…I sucked him very hard and deep as I couldn’t stop cumming. Master then helped me get things off and laughed that he couldn’t believe how much he had cum himself.

Master T goes all the way

Master T and I had a wonderful weekend of training. Master started out the weekend with leather cuffs on ankles, wrists, collar and chain from wrists to ankles. I was spanked, flogged and nipple clamped for not being a good slave this past week. It hurt wonderfully! Master had the video camera set up and had me watch myself as I was bound, gagged and being spanked and pleasured by Master T. It was really strange to watch as it was happening in real time. I was a little uncomfortable with that one…mostly because I am used to my body being different (had eating disorder and now that I am not under 100lbs it just looks strange to me). I think that Master knew that it was an issue for me and that is why he chose to do that…He turned it off after he asked if it bothered me and I shook my head yes.
Master had me suck his large cock deep in my throat until he came in my mouth reminding me that I was not to waste a drop of it. I did a good job of getting all of Master’s cum in my mouth and made sure it didn’t get on him. Master had me sit in bondage while he played with my pussy for about 3 hours after that. It was then time for bed as Master was getting very tired.
I woke up on Sunday and Master T and I did some things around the house, I love to spend time with him, it really doesn’t matter what we are doing. We got our Christmas tree up and decorated the house a bit and cooked (well Master cooked, I just got things out for him). In the afternoon, Master had me kneel down beside him. I did as I was told and he cuffed me with the handcuffs. Master flogged me with his leather flogger and then noticed that I was not wearing my collar. Master asked why I didn’t have it on and I said it was because he removed it the night before and I was unsure where it had gone to. Master found it and put on a pair of nipple clamps and then weighted them down with the collar. I had to hold the nipple clamp chain in my mouth as long as I could…then it slipped and the whole pressure of the collar went flying down and put tons of weight on my tits…ouch! Master continued to flogg me…then he had me go downstairs. I went downstairs and he got out the suspension bar, the spreader bar and blindfold. Master suspended my arms high above my head and cuffed my legs apart on the spreader bar. I was blindfolded. Master started to flogg me hard for some time then he got out my forced orgasm harness and magic wand. Master strapped the magic wand to my clit and turned it on. Master flogged me while I had uncontrolable orgasms. I tried to ask for permission to cum, but the gag was too big and the orgasm was too strong. Master kept having me orgasm and flogg me. I came so hard that I broke the lock that held my arms to the suspension bar! Master stopped flogging me and asked me why I had broken his lock. I was then told to get on my knee and suck Master’s cock. I did as I was told (all the while the magic wand was on and making me cum like crazy). I sucked deep and hard as I could all while cumming like a crazed slave. Master then had me lay down and asked me if I wanted my Master to fuck me. I said yes as I love Him fucking me and it has been suck a long time since he had fucked me in the pussy. He asked if I deserved Master to fuck me and I pleaded yes. Master put his cock deep into my pussy and fucked it hard. Master had me legs above my head and fucked me for a long time…it felt so good and my orgasms didn’t stop until long after he had cum. Master stayed inside until my orgasms stopped and then had me get up and clean up all of our toys. I wish we could do things like that everyday! I am glad that it didn’t hurt Master this time to have sex..last time he was in pain after from his surgery…but nice to see him better!

This slave is learning

This weekend, I was punished many times for infractions of last week.  I think I will be a bit better about following my rules now.  Master T knows that I really have a hard time with the nipple clamps, not good with tit pain!  After the cage, forced not to cum, spankings, floggings this weekend, he used Sunday night for nipple clamps.  My tits hurt like hell from Friday and Sat nights, but Sunday Master put the clamps back on (and tight). 

Master told me to get my paddles all out and my tweezer nipple clamps, large ball gag out and handcuffs out.  Master put the ball gag on and locked it, put on my cuffs and then put the nipple clamps on tight.  Master took an ice cube out of his drink and rubbed the cube on my sore tits, then he rubbed the cube on my clit then put the cube in my pussy.  Master pulled on my nipple clamps many times, they really hurt!  Master told me that he knew they hurt and it hurt him to have to punish me, but he needed me to obey.  Then Master had me lay on the bed and he licked my pussy while he pulled on my nipple clamps.  Master then continued to lick my clit and put his fingers in my pussy.

Master made me cum then took down his pants and put his cock into my pussy and fucked me nice and hard.  Master was deep and fast and wonderful.  Master made me cum again and again, then he decided to cum in my pussy.  Master stayed inside me until we were both very tired. 

I have been good all week (true it is only Tuesday, but come on).  I hope to be a good slave to Master T. I think that sometimes I am just doing this for him and I want him to know that I enjoy it otherwise I would not allow him to do the things he does.  Maybe we are all a bit sick in the head, but what the heck, it is great!

cage time for punishment

Last night Master T continued my punishment for not following directions this week.  I came downstairs to find the cage out in the middle of the living room.  Master instructed me to get into my position, I kneeled with my hands behind my neck, he swatted my ass with a wooden paddle.  I was told to lick his boots clean while he smacked my ass with the paddle.  Master thought that I was not doing a good job of licking his boots and told me to lick them like I ment it.  I was given extra swats for that. Master got some shackles and some new hand restraints made of wood and put them on me.  I was told to enter the cage and put my skirt up over my ass.  Master watched me in the cage for some time then had me come out and he put some nipple clamps on my tits and blindfolded me.  I was told to tell Master T what my slave rules were, I got them all correct. My hooded mouth gag was put on and handcuffs replaced my wooden hand restraints (now cuffed in front).  Master had me go back into the cage.  I put my feet up on the top of the cage and Master T padlocked the chain of my leg cuffs to the top of the cage, then padlocked my handcuffs to the top of the cage.  I could not move anyplace, could not see, could not talk!  I heard a vibe turn on…then I felt it in my pussy, then I heard another one…then felt it enter my butt, then heard another one and Master held it on my clit.  I had explosive orgasms, Master told me to cum as much as I wanted.  I came until I couldn’t come anymore.  Master let me out of the cage.  Master flogged my tits for a little while then had me sit with my knees apart while kneeling.  Master used a vibe in my pussy then told me to suck the vibe clean, I did as Master asked.  Master asked me if I wished it was his cock, I said yes.  Master turned the vibe back on and put it into my pussy while I sucked his cock.  I made Master cum very fast, he was suprised.  I was a little rough with his cock I think, but he enjoyed it.  Master had me clean up and get out things put away.  Master told me we are not done, but he will continue the punishment tonight.

Master’s plan to make me obey

This week I was really not a very good slave.  Master had asked me to put in my butt plug and have it in when he got home.  Had tons of things to do as soon as he was home and totally forgot!  Master was displeased to say the least.  I did not do any of my work yesterday as I had lots of things going on, Master said I needed to call and ask permission to not do my work, never to assume it would be ok with him.

Last night, Master T decided to begin the punishment for my disobedience.  I was told to get my butt plug and put it deep in my ass.  I did as I was told.  I sat with my butt plug in for about an hour when Master told me it was time to go upstairs.  We headed upstairs.  Master had me take off my cloths and as I was wearing panties to hold the butt plug in he said to keep those on.  Master told me I could take the butt plug out and wash it.  Master then had me get into my spanking position.  He paddled me many times (lost count).  Master then had me get out my magic wand vibe and had me make myself cum for him.  He then had me suck his cock and lick him.  The ping pong ball came out…he had me put on my high heels and squat at the wall holding the ping pong ball against the wall.  Master wanted me to come back to him after about 5 minutes.  He had his boots on, he told me to lick his boots, as I licked his boots clean, he swatted my ass with the huge and mid sized paddles.  Master then had me get out my rules-and had me repeat #11:  My body and mind belong to my Master.  Master put my panties into my mouth as a gag.  Master played with my tits and squeezed and pinched them.

Master had me get the magic wand out again and had me make myself cum.  I sucked Master’s cock a little longer then he told me to get on the bed.  Master then put his cock deep into my pussy and fucked me deep. 

Master told me that he saw my blog from the other day about painful looking bdsm and he now has a hook for my ass.  He is planning to do this tonight:

Very painful looking bdsm

Master T asked me to find a photo of something that I thought would be painful or unpleasant.  I found this picture and presented it to Master T.  Master T now wants me to find and buy a butt hook.  Thanks to imasubmission.com for the photo.

I have not idea how that would work.  Looks like it would pull your head and your ass at the same time.  I don’t know how long a position like this could be held, but hope not for too long.

Didn’t do anything last night as far as bdsm stuff.  Master T was tired and mad at me (I think).  Sorry no fun details.

last night’s punishment for not being a good little slave

Master T was very unhappy with me yesterday.  I did not follow the rules very well and was just plain lazy as far as my slave duities.  I forgot to put on my collar after church, I did not put it on after Master T asked me to (twice).  I did not write in my blog as he has instructed.  All in all, master was ready for me to be punished.

Last night I was told to put my butt plug deep into my ass before I came down for the evening activities.  I did as I was instructed and put the plug into my ass, then put on some panties to help hold it in place.  Master has told me that I can wear panties to keep in my butt plug but to be aware that the panties will be in my mouth as a gag before I wash them.

After we came upsairs, i was told to get undressed and get into my waiting position (kneeling with my knees spread apart and hands behind my head, eyes down).  I did as I was told, then master had me get out my handcuffs and tweezer nipple clamps, ring and ball gags, paddles.  I did as I was told.  Master had me come to the wall and had me hold a ping pong ball against the wall with the tip of my nose while I had my ring gag in and my blindfold on and my hands cuffed behind me while kneeling.  Master took photos of me while I was in this first part of my punishment.  Master put the nipple clamps on me and took some more photos, then I started to drool with the ring gag-Master took more pictures.  I held the ball without dropping it for 30 minutes.  I asked Master if he was proud of me, he told me no-he was upset that I disobeyed him to get to this punishment. 

I was told to crawl forward towards Master.  I did as I was asked.  Master had me hold my hands up and he paddled me with the small paddle (about 5 swats).  My ass stinging, Master put the nipple clamp weights on.  I was given a chance to suck Master’s cock.  Master had me suck and lick his cock until he was ready to cum, then he put the ball gag inside my mouth.  I was then paddled with the small paddle again (about 15 swats).  Master pulled on my nipple clamps (they hurt).  Master took off the clamps (wow, that hurts more!) and had me suck his cock until he his cum was in my mouth.  Master then took all of my cuffs and blindfolds off and had me put our things away.  Master was now in bed.  Master told me to come over to him and suck his cock some more.  I sucked Master’s cock until it was hard again.  Master had me lick his balls and lick his cock, use my hands on his throbbing cock.  I sucked and licked and rubbed his cock until he was ready to sleep.

I was told that today, I am to video tape myself sucking one of the vibes.  We are going to do oral sex training.  I am unsure what Master wants me to do different, I always get him to cum and he always acts like he likes what I am doing.  I hope he tells me what he wants.

Slave life and limits list

Today I was going to write about my fav punishments, but I want to save that for tomorrow.  Today I am going to write about slaves and their limits.  At the end, I have a list of many of the BDSM things that people are into.  I understand the whole “your kind may not be my kink” thing.  I also understand that a LOT of Vanillas want to come out and explore our kink and don’t know the first fucking thing!

For the idiots that say they have no limits:

Some Slaves say they have no limits.  At one time, I said so myself, not that I don’t have limits, but because I just didn’t know what they were (and newly out of the vanilla world, CLUELESS).  I know that some people hate being fucked in the ass, but it didn’t stop me from trying it.  I love being fucked in the ass every once in a while. I was lucky to have Master T, he has been a great teacher and trainer, he has been into the bdsm stuff before I even knew what a cock was. Slaves and their masters should re evaluate their limits every so often.  I bring this up because Master T told me to come up with my limits.  Some vanilla turning to BDSM may not know what all is out there. 

I have talked to some slaves online that say that they have NO LIMITS…you may think that they are super slaves, but what you may not understand what they mean.

Well “I’m a slave with NO LIMITS” actually has several meanings depending on the sanity and self esteem of the person stating it.

For sane and reasonably healthy people who claim to be no limit slaves it simply means the couple share the same limits and have had no issues in terms of the owner pushing or bringing up things over time. These people are rare because sane people with self esteem will be more directly honest with other people because they damn well know some things they would never ever do, even for “master right”.

For a sane, reasonably healthy but somewhat self esteemed challenged or shy slaves the no limit slave means what the no limits slave in the above senario means but they have conveniently keep forgetting things brought up in the beginning of the relationship and other times when their master wanted to do or talk about something and they reacted in a way their master learned never to bring it up again.

For a sane slave who has little self esteem this is a term to make themselves feel better or more important. It is one of those terms people in the bdsm life love to use. “I am a no limit slave” it really has just one meaning, “Look how much better I am compared to all you other slaves, I please my Master however he wishes without question”. Of course this is stupid and not actually true but since they have self esteem issues they have decided that they would get self esteem by how they see themselves as a slave in some irrational comparison to other slaves and somehow magically they come out of ahead.

For an insane slave, this has some truth to it. They probably have limits when you start listing some extreme things like having sex with a dead person or agree to be fucked in front of grandma at Thanksgiving dinner on the table, but at the same time some of these people are very well capable of doing some seriously sick stuff all for an equally sick Master.

Here is a list of limits some people may have, I all of  limits (that I know of) are on here, but many things here are great fun!  I think everyone should try MOST of the things and  see for themselves if it is for them.  This is the list that Master T and I use. THANK YOU TO THIS WEBSITE
Darkconnections

24/7: A BDSM relationship in which the Dom and sub exist in a perpetual power exchange.

Aftercare: The last act of a BDSM session used to transition the submissive from the elevated states created in a scene back to normalcy. Feelings of affection, comfort and gratitude are often exchanged during this period.

Age Play: Play where an adult gains pleasure from taking on the role of a much younger person, usually a child or ‘adult baby’ (infantilism).

Animal Play:
Taking on the role of a specific animal. Ponyplay and dogplay are the most popular. This type of play often includes obedience training, exercise training, paper-training (in dogplay), harnessing and riding (in ponyplay).

Anal Play: Any play involving the ass, such as fisting, butt plugs, anal sex, etc.

Ball Gag: A device used in BDSM play to prevent a sub from speaking or crying out. A rubber ball that is held securely between the submissive’s teeth and strapped into place.

BDSM: The word BDSM is a combination of BD for Bondage Discipline, DS for Domination and Submission, and SM for Sado Masochistic.

Blood Sports: A group of techniques in which the sub’s skin is pierced or cut and blood is involved.

Body Modification: To have the body modified by piercing, branding, or cutting.

Bondage: Technique used to render a submissive physically helpless using ropes, restraints, cuffs, etc.

Bottom: A person who receives pain or bondage in an SM scene, but who may or may not have a power relationship with the top. Also used as a verb “to bottom”.

Brat: A submissive who likes to act naughty or mischievous and will sometimes test his or her Dominant’s boundaries, patience or limits in order to get a beating.

Breath Control: A form of edgeplay in which the top restricts the bottom’s ability to breathe, either by constricting the neck or by blocking the mouth or nose.

Bukkake: When many men ejaculate on the face of a submissive.

Bullwhip: A very long, heavy, single strand leather whip.

Butt plug: A sex toy similar to a dildo which is designed for anal penetration and has a flared base.

Cane: a rod made of bamboo or plastic. Used in Victorianesque themed play. Leaves nasty welts.

Cat-O’ Nine-Tails (cat): A whip consisting of nine strands of leather with weighted or cutting ends.

CBT (Cock and Ball Torture): Intense torture of the male genitals involving constriction and or denial of erection.

Clamps: Devices used in S&M play to pinch, cut off blood flow, to certain areas of the body such as the nipples and genitals. Clothespins and nipple-clamps are most common.

Collar: Worn around the neck, signifies ownership. To say that someone is “collared” to a Dominant means that the person wearing the collar is the property of the Dominant.

Collaring Ceremony: The Dominant places a collar around his or her sub’s throat as part of a formalized commitment ceremony in which the couple exchange vows and pledge their commitment to and love for one another.

Contract: A written agreement outlining the rights and duties of D/s partners. BDSM contracts do not have any meaning in terms of law, but they are often used to define the relationship.

Crop: Riding Crop used for spanking techniques.

 

Cyber: Refers to a relationship, collaring, or sexual activity which is online only.

Daddy: A dominant who assumes a paternal, mentoring role with a submissive, provides guidance and expresses a masculine identity. Not always gender specific.

DDD: Drunk and Disorderly Dominant.

Discipline: Structured training or punishment given to a submissive with the goal of providing guidance and correcting behavior.

Dom, Domme, Dominant: The person who is in charge/control (also referred to as a Top). Female Dominants are referred to as Dommes.

Domspace: A state of altered awareness that Dominants often achieve while scening. Domspace is an intensely pleasurable and satisfying state for a Dominant to achieve, but is also immensely draining, usually requiring rest afterwards.

Dungeon: A space used for BDSM activities, public or private, and furnished with BDSM equipment.

Edgeplay: These are particularly dangerous BDSM techniques that are looked upon with some trepidation such as bloodsports and asphyxia.

Electrical Play: Using electrical devices such as violet wands,TENS units, etc. for stimulation.

Endorphin: A hormone secreted by the body when experiencing pain that creates a feeling of euphoria. When a person is under the influence of endorphins, usually it is said that he or she is in “subspace”.

Enema: The injection of a fluid into the rectum. Often used in medical scenes.

 

EPE (Erotic Power Exchange): When two partners exchange power in an erotic setting. Both S&M and D/s are forms of EPE.

Exhibitionism: Getting sexual pleasure from exposing oneself to others or being watched while scening or having sex.

Femdom: Female Domination, or when a woman is the Dominant partner. A female Dominant is referred to as a Domme or Dominatrix.

Fetish: A strong sexual interest in or obsession over some object, body part, or activity. Examples include foot fetish and latex fetish. Also used broadly to describe any non-traditional sex, especially BDSM.

Fisting:
Penetration of the vagina or anus using the fist/hand.

Flogger: A device consisting of a handle and numerous strands in various sizes and materials.

Foot worship: Also called “foot service.” Oral service (licking, kissing, sucking) to bare feet.

Forced Feminization (Sissification): When a Dominant “forces” a submissive man to dress and/or behave in a feminine manner.

Golden Shower: A technique where the Dominant urinates on the submissive. Sometimes used as a form of humiliation.

Gorean: One who adopts the code and style of life as portrayed by the GOR books of John Norman.

 

Head-play: Also known as “mind-play, mind games, head games, head trips, and mind-fucking.” This means any kind of manipulation by the Dominant which heightens anticipation and fear in an emotionally masochistic bottom and thus intensifies the bottom’s erotic response. This includes everything from “verbal abuse” to complex scenarios that confuse or surprise the bottom into deeper “sub-space.”

Humiliation: Embarrassment or degradation of a submissive in some way by his or her Dominant.

Kajira: This fictional term for “slavegirl” derives from the GOR series, and denotes women who attempt to live by the standard set in the books.

Kink/ Kinky: Sexual activity that is somehow non-traditional or exotic.

Kink-Friendly: A person or establishment that is sympathetic and/or supportive to kinky people.

Leather: Although many hetero folks are into leather, it typically refers to the Gay BDSM community

Hard Limits:The maximum edge of someone’s negotiated limit. In some cases, a hard limit is a personal choice; in others, it is a necessity to safeguard the submissive’s health. For example, if the submissive is allergic to latex, any latex product would be a “hard limit.”

Masochism: The ability to derive pleasure from pain.

Master, Mistress: A Dominant Male or female. The person in charge/control (also referred to as a Top). Mostly used in terms of Ownership.

Mentor: A wise and trusted teacher or advisor.

Munch: A social gathering of BDSM people, usually in a restaurant.

Mummification: A form of bondage where the passive partner is wrapped from head to toe in various materials such as rope, saran wrap, duct-tape, latex, etc.

Negotiation: The art and science of reaching a clear, consensual agreement with your BDSM partner about the type of relationship you will have and the kinds of kinky things you will do together.

Old Guard: The exclusively gay male, loosely organized network of leather clubs (circa 1940s-1950s) which established the rituals and mores of leather culture.

OTK (Over The Knee): A spanking given while the submissive is bent over the Dominant’s knee.

Paddle:
A flat instrument used for spanking purposes – mostly made of leather or wood – sometimes with air holes for a better effect.

Pain Slut: A person who derives pleasure from intense pain.

Pansexual: A person, organization or community that caters to all sexual orientations, genders, and activities.

Play-partner: Generally refers to anyone with whom one has BDSM encounters or scenes. Implies a casual relationship.

Poly: Short for “polyamory” is the desire, practice, or acceptance of having more than one loving, intimate relationship at a time with the full knowledge and consent of everyone involved.

Ponygirl: A submissive trained to act and look like a pony.

 

Power exchange:The consensual transfer of power by the submissive to the Dominant. The exchange takes place when the returned energy from the Dominant empowers the submissive.

Pro-Domme: A Professional Dominatrix. Payment (“tribute”) is expected for sessions and normally there is no sexual contact involved.

Protector: A protector is one who is entrusted with the care of another’s sub/slave. A protector is also one who will take the place of the Master/Mistress at any function the Master cannot attend.

Punishment: Any negative stimulus that a submissive must endure as a consequence of his or her behavior(s). This can be physical (i.e. a caning, flogging, spanking or probing) or it can be psychological (i.e. withdrawal of a privilege).

Pushing Limits: By consent, a submissive agrees to let the Dominant push them to a limit and slightly beyond. Most commonly this occurs when the submissive believes his or her limit stems from an irrational fear they hope the Dominant will help them to overcome.

RACK: Risk-Aware Consensual Kink (RACK, also Risk-Accepted Consensual Kink) is an acronym used by some of the BDSM community to describe themselves and their philosophies. It specifies that any activity between fully-informed consenting adults is acceptable.

Restraints: Devices used to impede movement for some purpose be it for pain, humiliation, punishment or pleasure.

R/L or R/T: Real life or real time as opposed to online.

Rough Trade: The practice of violent or rough sexual activities in the gay community. Sometimes practiced between heterosexual and gay men for money.

Sadist: One who derives his/her pleasure from inflicting emotional or physical pain on another.

SSC (Safe, Sane and Consensual): Activities that are “safe” (no form of pain or stimulation that causes harm), “sane” (with respect for both body and mind), and consensual (all partners involved are adults who are able to give informed consent). First formulated by David Stein, for GMSMA.

Safeword: A word, phrase or sign the participants agree on which causes a scene to stop immediately.

SAM (Smart Ass Masochist): A bottom or submissive who knowingly misbehaves in order to receive attention. see Topping From The Bottom.

Scat (coprophilia): Playing with or ingesting feces. Also used as a humiliation technique.

Scene: Interaction between a Dominant and submissive (or switch) for pleasure, discipline or both. A scene usually involves toys, restraints, and/or dungeon equipment. Sex doesn’t have to be present for the interaction to constitute a scene.

Slave: A person who gives total control to and becomes the property of their Master.

Spreader Bar: A bar of any kind of material (usually wood or metal) used to keep two body parts (ankles, wrists, thighs) spread apart from each other.

Strap-on: A dildo that is worn by someone, attached to a harness, so that it can be thrust into a partner like a penis. 

Submissive (Sub): A person who gives the control to another person (Dom/me, Top)

Subdrop/Domdrop: Feelings of depression and confusion experienced in the days following an intense scene.

Subfrenzy: An intense craving or longing to spend time with a Dominant.

Subspace: A trance-like state of mind and body the submissive experiences during a scene. It is often described as a feeling of lightness, flying, or euphoria. The feelings are often caused by endorphins emitted during intense scenes.

  Suspension: The act of being suspended by wrists, ankles or other body parts.

Switch: A person who switches roles between submissive and Dominant.
Top: A Dominant Male or female. The person in charge/control.

Topping from the bottom: When a submissive attempts to assert dominance while in submission to his or her Dominant. see SAM.

TPE (Total Power Exchange): The consensual transfer of power by the submissive to the Dominant. The exchange takes place when the returned energy from the Dominant empowers the submissive.

Toilet slave: Someone who has a fetish for serving the Dominant’s toilet habits or who has a fetish for being ordered to clean or worship toilets. May also refer to someone who wishes to role play as a toilet.

Toy: The physical objects used in and around the scene, such as whips, paddles, cuffs, and floggers.

TV, TS, TG
(Transvestite, Transsexual, Transgender, T-girl): Men who live or dress up as women. A person who is a transvestite, cross dresser, or transsexual isn’t necessarily into BDSM.

Vanilla: A person with no interest in BDSM. Plain standard sex – non BDSM sex.

Violet Wand: An electric device usually in form of a glass cylinder which uses the effect of high frequent electric charges generated by a tesla device to apply intense stimulation.

Vominatrix: A dominatrix who specializes in making her clients vomit.

Voyeurism: Getting sexual pleasure from watching someone else scene or have sex.

Watersports:
Golden showers, urine play.

Slave Rules 101 part 3 (and about last night’s punishments)

Cont. with the slave rules Master T has set for me…

1.  I will be both expressive and explicit in my speech to my master

2. I have no will other than to please my master

3. Master has the final say on all that I do

4. My body belongs to my master

5. My mind belongs to my master

6. If I feel that I cannot continue to serve in the way master wishes me to serve at any time, I must say my safe word or snap my fingers.  It is master’s first responsibility to insure my safety-but I must be responsible enough to indicate when he has gone too far.

7. I must wear my collar proudly as it indicates master’s ownership of me, I am a proud slave.

8.  I worship my master’s whip

9. I will wait at my master’s feet and kiss them if he wishes.

10. I will do all that I can go please my master (sexually, mentally or spiritually)

OK, about last night…

Master T sent me a text message last night while I was out at the store telling me that I was to come home and put my med. sized plug in as soon as I entered our home.  I asked master if he was kidding (just as a joke), Master told me that I was in more trouble for questioning him.

I came home and put in the med plug (master t told me I could wear panties to help me hold it in place, but to know if I did, panties would be in my mouth later).  I put panties on to hold the plug in place and went outside with master.  Master had me put my hand into my panties and play with myself outside while he watched. 

We went inside and went to our room.  Master was upset because our box that our sex toys are in was not very well organized.  I got out my mask gag, my collar/hand cuff harness, and blindfold.  Master made a new HUGE paddle for our punishment last night.

Master put on my mask gag and cuffed my hands behind my back and blindfolded me.  I was to kneel with my legs apart.  Master started to rub me and told me not to cum.  Master put on my nipple clamps.  I was to hold still.  Master got a vibe out and started playing with my clit.  I was not to cum.  After about 15 minutes, I was told to get into my spanking position.  I recieved 15 hard swats with the huge paddle.  My ass HURT like HELL!  I was told to get up and master started with the vibes again, I was told I couldn’t cum.  Master knew I needed to cum, but told me no.  I was given more swats with the mid sized paddle while he played with my clit some more.  I was told to get onto the bed.  Master T 69’d with me.  Master T fucked my mouth with his throbbing cock.  I was gagging (was so deep in my mouth), but it was great!  Master licked my clit and put his fingers in my ass.  I came.  Master then put his cock into my pussy and fucked me hard.  Master put his fingers into my ass while he pushed his cock deeper into my pussy.  Master took his fingers out of my ass and had me lick them clean, then put them back into my ass.  I was told to lick them clean again.  Master T then needed to cum in me  and we both came together.  Master stayed inside me long after we had cum. 

My ass is very sore now and brused, but all in all a successful punishment.

I am to write down hard limits for master today.  I am to video myself with the vibe (the magic wand today) and organize our toys.

Being a “good little slave”

Yesterday I was a good little slave, well for the most part.  I did video myself with the vibe until I couldn’t cum any longer.  I have a hard time making myself cum as it was not something that I did before Master T.  I was always told that people don’t play with themselves and my parents were very good at lecturing about not doing anything sexual-ever!  I always have to think of Master T when I use the vibe, he always knows how to make me cum!  It is hard to know what it is about him that turns me on so much, I think it is a combo of everything.  I did wear the purple vibe for a few hours yesterday, but I did take it out early as I had some things I needed to do as soon as Master T returned home.  Master T was happy that I followed most of my directions, but was unhappy that I did not have the purple vibe inside my pussy when he returned home.  Master T reminded me that I was to wear it and it should be thought of as a gift to give me pleasure (as in my rules).  I have a hard time wearing plugs and vibes in public places by myself, it is something that is like a secret for the two of us and by myself, I just feel a bit like a perv.  I think that is part of the reason Master T wants me to do this, he likes to use humiliation sometimes.  It is not intended to bring me mental pain or torment, but it amuses him, I think.  It is all part of his control over me and my body, my mind. 

Master T said we would deal with this infraction later, but he was too tired last night to punish me.  As Master T was tired, last night he just had me kneel with my hands behind my head and read all of my slave rules aloud to him.  Master T wanted me to suck him after I reviewed my slave rules.  I licked and sucked him until he came in my mouth.  I think he enjoyed this and then he went promptly to sleep.  I am sure that there will be more punishment when he is more awake, but got off very easy last night. 

I am not doing my homework today, just have had way too much going on today to fit it in.  I will take my punishment for it, I do not want to disapoint Master T ever, but sometimes it is hard to follow through.